so, yestdae i had a pretty good day. first of all, my super wanted to treat me to lunch with them. and then he postponed and said i could have a half day to celebrate the new year. so i msned nDee and made him jealous and hate me. and then i met ah seng for lunch and told him in the face I'M HAVING A HALF DAY OFF. and he doesn't. ahaha!! and he hates me and his manager for that. i love that irritated expression on his face. hahahaha!
and just before lunch, got an sms from ninie on dudut's kidney results. she's doing much better fyi. her kidney creatin or whatever they call it has gone down to almost normal. i am so damn glad because just a few days ago she had peed the color red, and thats not a good sign for kidney-stricken kitties. and so i thought maybe her condition got worse. but it so happens that, she could have been stressed by all the cats bullying her at home, or she has a urine infection.
i love dudut.

having a half-day off, i kinda planned what i wanted to do after knocking off from work. meet the girls in school, or swim for abit at home, or sleep cuz i was gawd damn sleepy since morning, or go to National Lib to borrow book(s) on how to use Lotus Notes. but i ended up staying in school until the girls signed out and went straight to town with ifah to hear nDee and Felix rant about their so-called "work".
and there's another thing that's making my day great.
hush~.

LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.......~!
presenting... FRANZ FERDINAND LIVE CONCERT IN SINGAPOREEEEE!!!

like hello.. franz ferdinand, my all time fav indie band. of course i'm going. no matter how ex the tix are. of course must be reasonably ex lah.
ifah might be gng. anyone else going??
LIKE HELLO?? FRANZ FERDINAND LEH!!!!
u stupid ah if u dont go.

my pc's finally up and running and i'm in MSN. nDee's sharing my happiness heh heh. while at that, i have a programming book loaned to me in front of me and i'm staring at Lotus Notes and playing around with it trying to figure things out. like super boring..ring..ringg..ringg.... *fading echo*

and i wore slippers today to work. HAHAHAHAHA!
and today's lunch, i ate at Kopitiam with Butter the butterfly. and then some aunty came and shared the table with me. and i saw some cleaner talking to the food tray. like OMFG. and where was Ah Seng the Nabey? he went tampines in his car to meet his dad and left me to eat alone with Butter the butterfly who popped in on me uninvited.
and did i mention, i ate breakfast alone yesterday too. cuz i thought because of the training i'd have no time for lunch and ah seng obviously cant go for breakfast/early lunch cuz his manager is such an ass. heng ah i never took his project.

here, the office cleaner aunty is cute. she smiles at me on the first day, saw me on the 2nd day when i was abt to go into the toilet and said "eh i tot you didnt come today", and says hello to me cheerfully at the front of my desk, face almost invisible amidst my cubicle wall and drawer. she can be my next best friend lah.
and the security guard, some pakcik, knows my name after the first 2 days of constantly going to them to ask for opening of the doors before i got my pass.

laters.

2nd day updates.
today was yeah better. even though it still sucked, but hell, at least i had some things to do rather than sit and stare at stacks of papers and then stare at people, back to papers, and feel like sleeping on the floor out of boredom.
updates abt 2nd day some other time.
tonight's a busy night. i am a guest judge in america's next top model. and right after that i have an appointment with paris and nicole.
taa~.

[edited]
so okay. let's talk about yesterday. i underwent that training that forbids make-up, perfume, earrings, watches yada-yada. basically everything that u can put on yourself except clothes of course.

training part 1
learned how to handle equipment. like HSA, HGA, PCB and whatever fucks.
learned how to wear proper uniform for special rooms.
learned how to wear in order. frm head to toe to hands and vice versa.
(like wtf? im IT. why am i handling this?)
learned which items are which.
learned whats Shock, ESD, and Contamination. yawn.
videos.

lunch.

training part 2
mostly about the company.
like quality, service etc.
ISO 14001 or whatever.
health..
environmental..

quiz
Pass. like yay.. *does a throw of hands in air reluctantly*

i've got my own desk now. like finally and its riiiiigggghhhtttt at the back. at the procurement department. who cares. i'm hidden. i like it. and the pc, well.. i switched off my monitor before going off to do some manual labour and it shut down my com. here, the pc's have no CPU. dont ask me where is it. i think it's in the monitor itself. but of course i could be wrong. I'm an IT idiot. My super and the nice lady who brought me around self declared they're IT idiots. i wish i could own up too. but of course if i did, i'd get fucked right in the ass out of this hellish place.
so i spent my time in front of the com staring at people, trying to "hack" into the pc using numerous names i could possibly think of, but to no avail. so tick tock till 530 and out i go.

p/s : i really miss you guys.
take care aights. if u're bored, pls do not hesitate to sms me. dont worry, my hp is with me 24/7. if i dont pick up ur calls or dont reply to ur smses, pls do not worry. its either my hp is on silent mode, or i'm in some room that forbids handhpones to be switched on.

ok updates.
i hate attachment.
i counted every single hour right down to its every second.
and my fone was my only source to my outside world and it died on me during the last hour. fuckingchibei.

when i came in at 8, the person im sposed to meet is not there. and then someone who represented her came in her place and asked us to fill out some forms and said i had to undergo training. but because i wore perfume, i cant go thru it today. so it postponed to tmrw. not that my perfume stinks excusez moi. but the room is called a clean room, and u cant wear anything that will disrupt, well, anything inside. no make-up no no. so she had somebody from the safety department to fetch me, cuz that's where i'll be under. not safety per se, but im doing database programming using lotus notes. like superwhatthefuck? they want accident reports to not be in paper form anymore. they want chiminology. they want it online. soo.. my super was on leave, so did other people im sposed to meet. and i got introduced to almost everybody i pass by and i forgot 3/4 of the peoples' names. what do ya expect? i've to cram in what my project is about and what it requires and its stressful enough and u want me to remember peoples' names which i dont think i'll be in touch with?
so i dont have a desk in the department. every desk is taken up. and thus no pc. thus no msn. thus no work done. so i temporarily sat at my super's desk and read thru accident reports and nonsense stuff the whole day. damn sucky. damn bored. i almost died. canteen sucks. projects sucks. super bore.
and might i add, i was overdressed. totally formal wear. not even close to semi formal. heels, black skirt with a high slit on the left and a striped shirt. i felt like some formal slut in the vicinity. tmrw yay, jeans and shoes. i can live with that.
and i went around the place, brought around by the security department girl who took me in. she knows im damn bored. and she introduced me to my new best friend, the pantry. which has instant coffee dispenser. and i had mocha. i love you.
and bus ride home made me realise i have motion sickness. or he's just a lousy driver. or its just my imagination since im having a horriber day.

i guess thats my summary of those sucky moments.
hopefully tmrw is better. otherwise its not me blogging, it's my revengeful soul.
wish me luck y'all.
and oh yeah. LOTSA LUCK TO YOU GUYS TOO. thanks for the morning good luck smses. i didnt reply cuz i didnt know what to say cuz i was having a sucky morning, as u can see.
and missing y'all.
i guess i shud stop ranting now yeah. and get some sleep.

and on another note, aleem is mad at me. because i overjoked.
k sorry aleem.
hehe.

u're lucky it went on as planned. otherwise i would have waxed your hairy nipples and cooked you for soup as potluck. hurhurhur.
i'm some great navigator arent i? hehe. lets do it again sooooon!

meanwhile...
Vaginalicious OY!
dont laugh at the name. it's unique. given by invisible gas and boobalicious. who? haha.
more pics later.

and.. after-midnight boredom..




is that sposed to be dumb or smart? *shrugs*

merry christmas y'all.

i am frustrated.
so i'm blogging.
i'll come to that later. now talk about my week. hehe.

IFAH AND LUOYAN AND ETC BACK IN SCHOOL!
like hippie hurrah~! back to old times. and they're assigned to my lab. which is super fun. cuz most of the time they're hanging around here. and i'm getting free massages when i'm stressed or tired. or just pretending to be. hoho..
i did my first ever OT on tuesday night. there was ekin, sharil, piakchee and siti. and me and ekin were in the lab alone. so we blasted music thru my gigantic headphones. after getting bored, we played catching with sharil cuz i stole his slippers. and ran around my lab side. very childish i know. but very fun and free since no one's around. hoho. and my efficiency is better since i can do whatever i want in the lab, be it fart, burp, listen to music loudly, eat, drink, rape ekin, dance around naked. whatever.
k the naked part was bedek. the rape part was slightly bedek. hoho.

and the 2nd OT was yestdae night. with only me, ekin and siti the only ones on the entire floor doing OT. siti's huge boring lab was empty so she joined us. a super gerek night as well. siti was being merepek. ekin was stressed up with her project but what the hey. if ekin's being serious, u can buy 4D, win lots, and eat pork ribs with that money.

one thing i realised.
ekin doesnt know what condom looks like until tuesday night. damn kuno sial.
she likes to wear spandex. that MINAH SPANDEX.
i feel good walking beside siti. because she's tinier than me. which makes me feel taller. finally.
and siti is MINAH KENGKANG. hoho. because she walks.... ala u catch my drift la.
so.... my nights arent lonely afterall.
so.... yay to that.

and todae's my final presentation.
i hate ekin's supervisor.
she is sooooo fussy and what she wants me to change seems boring to me.
hello? flash? animation? interesting? informative? them supers dont get it.
blinking texts are sposed to be catching the user's attention. as i have learned from Lee Siew Lie for content design. but my supers say it's distracting. and they want less words and more pics. like hello? my project says i have to introduce the stupid topic to people who are stupid in chemistry and u want less words and more pics?? there is such thing called yahoo images. there is no need for flash then. arseholes. and i have to find thousands of pics and u ask me about copyright laws. fookyu. what do you want me to do then huh????
and i crack my brains to do different animations and they say they want it more simpler. do it yourself ah if u want simple things! dont waste my flash knowledge okay!
*perasaan bagus*
changes changes changes.
even though its my 2nd last day here.
let's say it with me.
CHAO CHEBYEBYE AR.



but seriously, even tho i hate fyp, i'm sure gonna miss it. and the friends i made. such as ekin, jun and siti. thought they were minahs but they are minahs but minah merepeks. hoho. and those stupid funny charade games, and those super long breaks, and terrorising people and etc.. and ifah, luoyan and etc for being able to spend school time with em for only a week. *sobs*
going for attachment next week. took over luoyan's place. so hopefully i can spend it like she did. getting paid for playing games and going for long breaks. and my pay? more than that of ndee's and felix's. huarhahaha.
*haolian mode*

and... welcoming...

... miss gorgeous to be in the 20's clan!!

my weekend killed me.
as in, really killed me.
it dampened my spirits throughout.
my right palm hurts like a bitch.
my body is aching.
lack of sleep.
or rather, not used to it.
it feels like some strange land.
stress.
problems.

someone just pleaseeee fast forward time.

at least, the morning hugs from my babes are enough to wake me up slightly from my weekend mood.
thanks my lovelies.

i cant wait for next week. really!
thats when my two babellinies will come back to school.
omg omg omg omg.
miss them much much hokay.
and there'll be huggies and kissies.
even if they dont huggie kissie me i dont care. i shall do that to them. BY FORCE. hoho.
i'm such a lesbo.
and school will be back to normal. for a week at least. or even for just a day.

i cannot fucking wait!

and my presentation is next wed. nervous? ask me when that day comes.

do my project lah.
laterrrs.

Mr and Mrs Kacang.

girls are not mean.
i repeat. IN CAPS.

GIRLS ARE NOT MEAN.

we're the sweetest things god ever created.
guys. pffffft. they just think that girls are full of gossips and nothing else. yes that's true, we talk about everything under the sun. guys do have their gossips too ya know. about which girl is hot, what game is so in, which girl they bonked or on a more boring note, vehicles. *yawn* it doesnt matter whether a guy or girl spread some news or rumour, it's equally spread around fast. i'm not a sexist. i'm talking about equality. and of course, girl talks are always a notch higher than guys'. ours are more interesting. *winks*
i can talk more about why guys are mean too. they're on a more personal scale. shall not go that far. i dont wanna be labelled as something further than mean. hoho.
so therefore girls are not mean. guys are equally mean.

and oh another thing. who goes to the girls for some gossip? it's the guys who do.

luuuuyan darling, cheer up. *hugs*
I'll be there for you (When the rain starts to pour).
I'll be there for you (Like I've been there before).
I'll be there for you ('Cause you're there for me too).
taken from Friends theme song. hoho.

didnt have a bored saturday after all. the plan with nad confirmed only in the late afternoon and i met her at 630 at city hall. after that is the usual stuff. walk around like budak gilas laughing here and there and window shop and munch on ice cream and chocolate and paint nails and nad made my thumb so burok. candy empire! much loves. and those camwhoring sessions and gossip corners are a must. gerek lahh..

pictures!


the 2 gilers.


candy empire after closing.


elephant lego mania.


bon bon rocher and chocolate mint ecstacies.


i soooo dig his hair. NOT.


and finally, the newest models for concord and omega watches. please do watch out for these posters around singapore. thank you.

a pretty tired week for me. keep finding it hard to wake up in the morn. ndee gave me morning calls but i usually mumble or slur something and go back to sleep. and thus,late for 3 days consecutively. dont ask me how many crosses i have. COUNTLESS.

i reckon i'll be really busy for this coming 2 weeks. finishing up flash, quiz, maybe a report as well and clearing my things.

some talent you have. changing a lame story so that people will sympathise with you and give some useless fugly ass the credits. we all know the true story. we just think you're disgusting. oh wait, you were disgusting all the while anyway.
some friend you were.

i hate saturdays with no plans. the atmosphere at home is so dull it makes me wanna sleep and cry and get depressed. IT IS THAT DULL.

why oh why cant i give up.......................

fuck off.
and dont take me for granted.
yeah sure i may seem to be the happy-go-lucky, laugh at every stupid thing kinda girl and can take sarcastic jokes.
basically, i dont seem to be the sensitive type.
but, that doesnt mean that i dont have a limit to all these things. of course i do.
so, get clever and brush up on yourself.
because doesnt mean that i'm nice, i dont bite.

dont ask me what's up with me.
if you felt it, so be it.

______________________________________

a one year anniversary to my stupidity.

The Chariot

This is a song that came upon me
one night
when the news it had been telling me
about one more war and one more fight
and 'aeh' I sighed but then
I thought about my friends
then I wrote this declaration
just in case the world end

Our guns
we shot them in the things we said
ah we didn't need no bullets
cos we rely on some words instead
kill someone in argument
outwit them with our brains
and we'd kill ourselves laughing
at the funny things we'd say

And bombs
we had them saved for special times
when the crew would call a shakedown
we break down a party landmine
women that so sexy
they explode us with their looks
ah we blowing up some speakers
jumping round till the ground shook

And missiles
they were the roadtrips that we launched
t-t-tripping across this island
starting missions at the break of dawn
yawn and smile say
'what direction shall we take?'

'Somewhere where it warm and wet'
this be the route we'd always take and

Our weapons were our instruments
made from timber and steel
we never yielded to conformity
but stood like kings
in a chariot that's riding on a
record wheel

And our airforce flying
when the frisbee in the sky
have a session while we're smoking
now we're feeling extra high
and we'd sneak into a carpark
with the skaties on our back
and we're flying down the levels howling
'on the attack now on the attack'

And battles
they happened in these dancehalls
see we'd rather fight with music
choosing one the rhythm war
battle at these shakedowns
and we battle at these gigs
we do battle in our bedrooms
made some sweet love to the beat

Then our allies grew
wherever we would roam
see whenever we're together
any stranger feel at home
in a way we are an army
but this army not destruct
no instead we're doing simple things
good loving find it run amuck

This be a declaration
written about my friends
it's engraved into this song
so they know I'm not forgetting them
see maybe if the world contained
more people like these
then the news would not be telling me
about all that warfare endlessly and

Our weapons were our instruments
made from timber and steel
we never yielded to conformity
but stood like kings
in a chariot that's riding on
a record wheel

Saturday
watched AeonFlux at cine. pretty good show. plus charlize theron is so hot. great figure nice hair and a fucking attitude.
i like.
no no i not lesbian. i'm just awed.
walked around aimlessly looking for a place to eat and finally settled down at fish and co. cuz someone took too long to decide lah! haha. and got home at midnight, without realising it. and yes the cherry birks are here! wootwoots~!

Sunday
stayed home. feeling guilty i came home late despite mommy's warning. heh heh heh..... and munched all day long non-stop, did my flash *buy 4D*, msn-ed, gossiped, watched kal hoo naa ho and slept at 2am.

Todaeeee.....
pretty okay morning. went to school with ndee. cuz i requested. hoho. and i came to school 2 mins earlier. which means, the earliest i've been! *buy 4D*
and later, i've got a breakfast date.
with rauf.
just the two of us.
*looks at ifah evilly*

before i go, a gentle reminder to you people out there.
make sure you are not those "tsui pa chou chou, chibai song song" people hor.
take care!

for storytelling, please go to birthdae boy's blog.



comb killer or tomb raider?


the best bdae present ever. besides the iBitch.

GO GO POWER RANGER!!

do you know...
what it feels like when you gave it your all and it went down the drain?
what it feels like when you made sacrifices just to discover it was all in vain?
what it feels like to give up something and can never turn back time to have it back?
what it feels like to get miserable over someone else's repeated mistakes?
what it feels like to give sympathy and chances, only to never get repayed for it?
what it feels like to feel on top of the world and come tumbling down the next second?
what it feels like to have chose the wrong person?
what it feels like to have wasted years of your life?
what it feels like to have wasted those years with someone undeserving?
what it feels like to have someone replace you as a source of inspiration?
what it feels like to have just known what had been done behind your back all those years?
what it feels like to have been given reasons and it all turned out to be otherwise?
what it feels like to have hope and have them crushed?

and most importantly, what it feels like when you gave someone all the time in the world, in times of good and bad, just to discover someone else gets the recognition instead of you?

i do.

hope you like the cake smashing and the shame-yourself lil jig. it only comes once a year!

lurveeeee ya!

yesterday's sinus/flu was a total bitch. i kept sneezing and made my eyes all watery and it caused me sleepiness. and all that must happen on the day i had to attend that boring thing. which equals to more bore.

took a burok chartered bus to biopolis. thought only me, tawfiq and this lady lecturer(i forgot her name) were going but end up people from SEG and SCL went as well. SIT people were only 3 of us. the rest were in big groups.


pretty cute place it is. just behind MOE over at buona vista. i like the building names.

the only thing that aroused my interest during the lab tours was that station with the zebrafishes. and they had zebrafish eggs under the microscope that was attached to the computer screen. and there's this egg that had been developed for over 24 hrs, i think. and we can see the pulses, the eyes, the brain.. quite cute lah. other than that, its alllllll boring. and the researches are not locals so they have an accent which i cant quite grasp. indian, china, dutch, germans. whatever. and the people in my group were intelligent arses. from ntu, raffles junior college and dono what else. and they have that eager look on their faces, and cant stop asking questions. i was totally clueless.

yeah la i'm bimbo.

finished a lil later than scheduled. went to ikea for awhile and checked out this sofa bed. once you sit on it, u wont wanna get up. planning to get it hehe.
went home hungry and no one's home. bought food from downstairs, watched tv, went online, bitched with darling sister, inject duts(yay for me!), ate medicine and went to bed.
and had a stupid dream.
or rather, nightmare.

ok lah boring entry. cuz im distracted and lost my concentration and became lazy.
wait, i'm always boring.
k lah bye.