too many things this week. too little time. wait, its because i procrastinated too much.

currently in night class, waiting for my turn to be evaluated by the teacher about the earlier test. i tink i'm fucking last arrrrrr! stupid nax, stupid teacher didnt receive my submission till i had to send about 3 times. and now i'm fucking last. oh joy.

today was fun. took a ride in ** car. from school to Cheers store just behind school. what a bunch of fucking lazy arses. just wanted a feel of sittin in ** car and see how ** drove. pretty good driver lah. feel quite safe. heng ah!

bored bored bored. update la'er.

p/s : ** is a person that doesnt want to be known.
pp/s : i have to write nicely about ** driving skills. cuz ** now knows my blog. hehe

dont ever go to LTS-1 by yourself. you have been warned.

currently chatting with ah seng and ah lix. pretty much gossiping around. both of em are suddenly having such strong chemistry that frightens me. could it be....... ? same interest(tennis), same preference of hot tennis players, ah seng complimenting ah lix that he's lookin cool, ah seng asking ah lix to be his model for photoshop assignment in the toilet and etc.

GAYISHM.

oh my god.

and fyi, ah seng calls his pillows lovelove. so "hweeling" siah.

ifah do for me! by using photoshop. i LOVEEEE! thank you. LOVEEE you. hehe

i have been lazy to blog. too lazy. but there's alot of pics though. in my multiply page. of my cousin's jazzkids one yr anniversary performance at the Art House. went to watch with ira and other relatives. and many camwhoring school sessions too. like standard oredi lah. every week sure have. and also Ah Yan's aka Ah Nuo aka fish aka Jasmine's bdae. woohoo! thanks to interactive multimedia project, we now have a reason to camwhore every week.
i'm beginning to hate content design & development more and more. because The *Miss (name shall be censored) aka felix's favourite girlfriend, thinks that she's so great that she has to threaten us that she'll lock the door if we arrive after the grace period, teach us about Flash at a million words per second, has an archery's arrow or rather, an antenna to slap around the white screen(felix thinks its sexy), demands we wear semi formal but no jeans, and be very fickle minded. a minute she wants this, and another minute she wants that.

insert lines of vulgarities here.

but yet i still love school. not because i LOVEEEEE to study. not because i LOVEEEEE the lecturers. not because i LOVEEEE to find prey to gossip on. not because i LOVEEEE the bubble tea. not because i LOVEEEE to terrorise guys' nipples.
but simply because, i LOVEEEE the company of my friends.
insert millions and gazillions of pink and red hearts here.

ninie and me just had a late night supper. consisting of maggi goreng with telur that meletup inside the microwave and i thought my cat banged against the wall, salad and colourful flower keropoks. we LOVEEEEEE!


keropoooooooooooooooooooooook

the other pics are in ninie's multiply which is mayeenee.multiply.com.
and pictures of these few weeks at fadedlushness.multiply.com.

shall edit this entry when i've got more things to say. currently full and very ngantuk.

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tsk tsk tsk. what a shame.

i met midah today again. it's been 2 fridays in a row. my fridays can be so called Meet-the-Midah day. one thing midah likes to do, is to disturb me about my past. my super embarrasing past.
the stupid bitch..

let's stop talking about us getting older and older. lets reminiscise about us when we were younger. ohhhhhhh my selengeh bacin days. tak leh angkat siaaak! to storytell about my sec sch days here, it's far too much. 4 years worth. it's memories embedded into my heart and mind, which midah will constantly remind me with her constant teasing.
diam ah kau, kepala pecah.

i guess pictures will do yeah?
dont shy² to click on the pics for biggah viewing kays?


sec 1. look at my super short hair!



sec 4 class

i dono why midah doesnt know how to keep still while taking pictures. in the sec 1 picture, she was actually talking to me. and we laughed over something i forgot. and then suddenly the picture was taken. me being alert and her, well.. you can see for yourself.

this sec 4 picture was an informal one. the formal one i forgot where i put it. hidden somewhere in the black hole in my room. and yet again, me and midah were laughing over something. and her laugh was caught on camera. my school is pretty weird. we didnt have class photos during sec 2 and sec 3. on budget maybe? dah nama skola kopraaaaaak.


during sec 3 or 4. me with zahariah. the add-ons are done by midah. haha!!! bastard punya budak.

after the 'O' levels in 2001, i followed my uncle's family to Bali for a week or so. much fun! we stayed in my aunt's sister's house near the padi fields. the house area was fucking huge. they had the pool area, the guest house(in front of the pool), the balcony(in front of the pool) where you can alternately change ur venue for dinner or just relax after a swim, the study house, the tennis court, the jacuzzi and the porch. the place was nicely spread out. the house itself is 2 storeys. the guest house toilet was open air. and the master bedroom's toilet had windows that didnt make the toilet too private. Bali people are accustomed to being nude in the open so i guess, nudity is a-okay. it scared me a little. who knew when i was bathing, the gardener might have seen me and took a peek under the shady tree. har di har! and oh yeah, they had some dogs. 3 to be exact. tink one of it was a guard dog or somethin. and they had drivers, gardeners, maids and cooks. breakfast, lunch and dinner catered to your tastebuds. fantastico! i lived like a princess.
during my stay in Bali, i did my shopping in Kuta and Legian. the surfers and shopping paradise. most of the stuff there were cheap cheap cheap. especially beads which i went nuts over. brands like Roxy, Spyderbilt, QuikSilver and etc were not so cheap, almost the same price in singapore except for a selected few. i also went for a haircut which turned disaster and got myself a Lulur massage session. HEAVENLY. like i said, to them nudity is nothing, so when i went for the massage thingy, i didnt actually know i had to be totally naked. yikes! and then i was massaged with yoghurt. smelled so nice and u can eat it(i asked the massage lady). but i didnt eat it though, the massage lady said the yoghurt was tasteless. nonetheless, my 1^st in my life massage was great. minus the total nakedness.
we didnt go to Kuta Beach cuz it was crowded. instead, we went to this secluded beach where the sand was slightly rough and the waves were medium huge. the feeling of being dragged by the waves against the rough sand wasn't nice. u can get scratches. i came home, looking like a boiled lobster. red all over. i'm not talking about scratches ok. i'm talking about the absolute perfect tan.
i went to watch the sunset at a place which i already forgot the name. it was very very very beautiful. you will never get a magnificent view like this in singapore. ever. pictures yes?


the ultimate spoiler to a perfect sunset

there you've seen it. haircut gone wrong. and a beautiful sunset. behind me is a temple. up on the rocks. luckily i have pictures of only the sunset.
i look like an indonesian/filipino maid siak! year 2001. horrendous. now u know why rebonding is my life.
eewww.. the picture, it burns my eyes!
*close eyes*

i came back to singapore with a heavy heart, a dark tan(i loved!), shopping stuffs and bargains. i wanna go to Bali again. i miss it i miss it i miss it. every once in awhile i still look at the album. anyone wants to see? pardon the fugliness of course.

and oh, i came across this page in the straits times 2 days ago.


she looks like someone i know. someone related. tell me who does she look like? *giggles*

i've added a new link over at the links site. My online adopted pets. They're sho cute! Check check!

i guess time has caught up with me. i'm getting old, and keep forgetting things. like friends' birthdays for the past week. and the things i remember, are those that i shouldn't even be reminded/thinking of. i'm like soooooo bad. and today, how could i even almost forget about what today means, and what it brings?

Happy Friendship Day, to ifah, sharil, felix and me.
the original four.
and not forgetting our add-ons, Aleem, Luoyan and Peier.
*loves all*

its been helluva 2 years. and we're still here! grateful yes i am.. and yes, we've "thrown" away the bad, and let's take in the good.
guys, u're the best mates ever! through thick and thin, the celebrations, the lepak sessions, the lend-a-shoulders, the helping hands, the tears, the laughter, the bitchness and everything in between. without u guys, my life would be colorless, like felix's ex-monitor screen. very very dull. :)

thanks for being my colors!
hip hip hurraaahhhh!


love makes the world go round

note to shabear
i am like so fucking emo. i almost cried reading ur entry. goodness! *screaming for HUGS*

i LOVEEE this. especially my pic, having boobies as big as ur face. photoshop is so fun, especially when u misuse it. credits to luoyan!

imitation carebears. editted by luoyan :)

best bros : Bull King, Justice Bao & the Chicken Pox Fortuneteller

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!
hi darlings. i am so freaking excited. u know why?

i just came back from the US. u know, the United States of America... i had soooo much fun! i was there for about a mth plus. the most fun part was in DisneyLand! i went to the MGM studios, Animal Kingdom, Water Parks and Magic Kingdom! OH MY GOD, i still cant believe i went there!! I went over to Universal Studios in Florida as well. i love Seaworld. its fuckin fantastic. and the rides are awesome!! i went out of there, hair amess from being wooshed on almost every ride!!
eh eh dont believe ar? i got brochures you knoooooww!!


fun fun fun fun fun fun fun :)

and i got a trophy from Disneyworld. given by Miss Minnie Mouse herself. thank you darling! *mwahs* we happen to best pals now hehe. so much in common, just like the trophy says.

Miss Flirt, i am

while i was walking somewhere past the Trump Tower(its fuckin huge) in NYC, i spied with my little eye, a mini cooper. i cant help but gawk at it and went closer and closer and closer....
nobody was in the car so i gawked at it a little longer when suddenly, some hot guy in a Mini Cooper t-shirt came up to me, smiled the warmest and gorgeous smile ever, and passed me something. and just as he suddenly appeared out of nowhere, he was gone the next second. SHIT.

the best future Mini driver i'll be muahaha!
a brochure of mini cooper collectibles and a book about motoring. i foresee myself owning a sleek Mini Cooper S and being the best driver around till everyone and anyone will worship me and ask for advice. hell yeah.. *dreaming away*

*snaps fingers*

actually, this is all a lie. its a bad bad lie. everyfuckingone knows i was in singapore the whole time. and these are items from felix. so kudos to him for the stuff. and the gifts! *grins*
i'm just a sad blogger that has no interesting tales to blog abt, thus the lameness.

anyhoo, a REAL story about my weekend.
i attended a cuzzin's solemnization on saturday morning. the 4^th cousin to be married, my dad's side. she makes such a beautiful bride, i'm sure she will make a lovely missus. Congrats Linda and Izwan!

Mrs Izwan

yet, the inevitable question remains.
"Ninie, biler kau nak kawin?"
i cant wait to be the bridesmaid hehe.

solemnization pics here.

dont waste your time waiting.

A young wife sat on a sofa on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea with her visiting Mother.As they talked about life, about marriage, about the responsibilities of life and the obligations of adulthood, the mother clicked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her daughter.
"Don't forget your girlfriends," she advised, swirling the tea leaves to the bottom of her glass.They'll be more important as you get older. No matter how much you love your husband, no matter how much you love the children you'll have, you are still going to need girlfriends.Remember to go place with them now and then; do things with them. And remember that girlfriends are not only your friends, but your sisters your daughters, and other relatives too.You'll need other women. Women always do.
"What a funny piece of advice, the young woman thought. Haven't I just gotten married? Haven't I just joined the couple-world? I'm now a married woman, for goodness sake, a grown-up not a young girl who needs girlfriends! Surely my husband and the family we'll start will be all I need to make my life worthwhile!
But she listened to her Mother; she kept contact with her girlfriends and made more each year.As the years tumbled by, one after another, she gradually came to understand that her Mom really knew what she was talking about.
As time and nature work their changes and their mysteries upon a woman, girlfriends are the mainstays of her life. After 50 years of living in this world, here is what she learned:Time passes.Life happens.Distance separates.Children grow up.Love waxes and wanes.Hearts break.Careers end.Jobs come and go.Parents die.Colleagues forget favors.Men don't call when they say they will.BUT girlfriends are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you.A girlfriend is never farther away than needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it for yourself, your girlfriends will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you.Or come in and carry you out.
Daughters, sisters, mother, sister-in law, Mother-in-law, Auntie's, nieces, cousins, extended amily, and friends bless our life!
The world wouldn't be the same without them, and neither would I.
When we began this adventure called womanhood, we had no idea of the incredible joys or sorrows that lay ahead. Nor did we know how much we would need each other.Every day, we need each other still.