do you know...
what it feels like when you gave it your all and it went down the drain?
what it feels like when you made sacrifices just to discover it was all in vain?
what it feels like to give up something and can never turn back time to have it back?
what it feels like to get miserable over someone else's repeated mistakes?
what it feels like to give sympathy and chances, only to never get repayed for it?
what it feels like to feel on top of the world and come tumbling down the next second?
what it feels like to have chose the wrong person?
what it feels like to have wasted years of your life?
what it feels like to have wasted those years with someone undeserving?
what it feels like to have someone replace you as a source of inspiration?
what it feels like to have just known what had been done behind your back all those years?
what it feels like to have been given reasons and it all turned out to be otherwise?
what it feels like to have hope and have them crushed?

and most importantly, what it feels like when you gave someone all the time in the world, in times of good and bad, just to discover someone else gets the recognition instead of you?

i do.