i think, on one fine day, sometime after i went for attachment, the world turned upside down. i realise that things are not the same anymore. things changed. i expected the same ol thing, the familiar feeling of that certain comfort, a certain way. i never thought it would be but alas, its gone. i now hesitate to even seek for it cuz i know it's not what i want. it's not the same. i searched high and low, but the answers are just right in front of me. i have seen the light. i now see the true colors.

things changed overnight. i'm now a believer. and you wonder why, you wonder what. the sense of closeness all disappeared in an instant. i wonder why i even bothered in the first place. is it only me who stayed the same?

it looks the same, but it's just not home anymore. i entered some strange land. it's probably time for me to get my ass outta here and find my place somewhere else.

don't worry, i wont bother looking for you anymore.