there is one thing in common in my entries for these past 7 weeks. and its the neverending complains of my tempo career. and today it's not much different. i think i've reached my highest level of stress. i'm weak at handling that.i have been promised that 15th Feb shall be the date that i will stop creating new databases and programming in it as i have to start testing and debugging until i end my attachment. and that, as told to me, would probably take a month. so as scheduled, i cleaned up my old databases just before lunch and called my super, hoping that he would give me a half day since the requested databases are not up on global server yet. he was rather surprised to know i was free, because he had given me a new database to do on monday. and surprisingly yes, i finished!but alas, he told me to relax for a bit, until he finds me something else to do. i went to lunch with sha a miserable soul.

and so yesterday, the 16th feb, at the end of the day i am rushing through the new database because the old ones are up on global. and i spent my last few mins trying to find her id file and waiting, and trying her passwords and some message pops up which im not sure of. and the IT employees have gone off promptly at 530.

today, the 17th of feb, i came to work dead tired and bogged down with codes that dont seem to work on the global server and i have to redo. and it doesnt work either. i am at the point of system shutdown. my eyes are tired from staring at the screen too long and typing useless codes. and i hardly get up from this seat unless toilet breaks. and the toilet aint that scenic and fragrant smelling either.

i am bloated, cramped, stressed, tensed and PMS-ed. so anybody who gets near and tries to irritate, will get snapped at. believe me, i have much more things going inside my head than this. but now, i just need sleep. and a blardy good weekend.