ooooohhhhhhhhhh..... how time flies.. in another 6 days, i'm back to school and then i'll start wishing for the hols again. why is it that, when you're on holiday, you're wishing u're back in school cuz then u'd be busy doing things and meeting frens, and when u're back in school, u start wishing badly that there would be a holiday coming up, never mind the weekend, maybe the principal(i've never met b4) died or something and there's an emergency holiday. the timetable's out and it's absolutely horrible. there's night class on monday again. tuesday is our day off, and wed to fri classes start at 8. i hate morning classes, especially when it's at a bloody 8 in the morning. i'm not a morning person u know? i used to throw tantrums when my mum woke me up for school during my secondary school years. luckily now, i dont throw tempers in the morning, unless someone thinks it might be funny and disturb me. har har har. since the train ride takes approx 35-45 mins from my place, i dont find sitting on opposites of the train and staring at each other quite interesting, unless some stranger beside/opposite falls asleep and starts drooling like water from the tap. and wakes up just in time to suck back in the drool before it falls on his/her clothes. eeeeewwwwwww gross! kinda re-enacts a scene from Big Daddy doesnt it?

to beat i-hate-mornings sickness, i recommend listening to music, and not just any type. none of that slow ones please. it'll just hypnotise ur mind to fall asleep, start drooling, mess up your nice clothes and miss your stop. listen to those that make u wanna groove. be it alternative, pop, punk, heavy metal and the other shits. i call it happy music. cuz it gives me the alive feeling, and i forget all about hating mornings. best time to start listening to happy songs would be when u're dressing up till when u reach school. maybe going to school with a friend helps, u can chat ur silly mouths in the train all the way to ur stop. choose partners wisely, dont get those who bore u even further. i even bring a tiny puzzle book to fill my time when i'm lazy to bring my md.

ooohhh the holidays, being out of singapore and go relaxing or shopping would have been nice. on the fact that the family can take some time off and go. getting around in singapore is getting kinda lame, everywhere u go seems to be the same anyhow. and the weather is unpredictable. so much for cycling and looking forward to a tan, cuz i think i'm starting to get pale. how about the company of friends? where are they when u need them? only some would even bother to call/sms and ask how u are and suggest to meet up some time soon. and where's the rest? too occupied with their own lives? say they're not free and mean another? need some away time from dear friends since its the holidays and spend it with others? new friends? new love? new obsessions? or just simply they cant be bothered? i find it pointless to befriend those that give the i-dun-bother vibe. it gives u the feeling u're not welcomed in their life and u're invading their space. whatever la k.. to make true friends is not to force someone into one.

meanwhile i'm making the best of my time at home by playing hide and seek and chasing with my kitty cats. and lie down on the floor beside em when i get tired. like owner like pet.

we're so in love.

one of his whiskers happened to tercabot earlier, and i let him smell it before we bid adieu to it and out grows a new one. maybe he's grown too attached to it, he decided to eat it. eewwww!! anyway, moi darrrling bf messages me almost everyday from some kampung in indonesia, where he's there with family visiting his relatives. and now he's in jakarta til 19th dec. i'm currently waiting for 4am to tick tock closer and then i'll take a peek at his supp paper results. hope i'll see good stuff so i can text him good news when he wakes up in the morning. teehee!